Melancholia
When listening to the rain
My thoughts are empty.
Resoundingly so,
Thinking only of what was
But is no longer
A certain aching
Fills my heart like the rain drops.
When I think of you.
I don’t wanna be
wanna be your cigarette
or be your ash tray
You never asked me
I don’t put myself out there
I stay tucked away
I was a loner
I let you in after all..
Until I met you
I don’t know how long…
Before I can see your face,
In my restless dreams
Sometimes I see you
You’re always smiling at me
But it never lasts
I’d do anything
Just to see you for a day
How long can I wait?
You and me always
Could stay alone together
Always forever.
You know you’ve got me
You’ve got me in your pocket
Say you’ll stay, say we’ll
Never be severed
My heart is in your locket
Always forever.
Dancing in my room
I think it was about noon
Want to remember
It’s getting harder
to understand how you felt
In my hands, in my-
I was so blinded
Could you be a pretty girl?
I was such a fool.
Once I had a child
She was smiling like sunshine
She could see it all
She’d been here before
Once I had a child she was
Wilder than moonlight
She could do it all
It’s like she’d been here before
Once I had a child…
Always on my mind
I wonder what you’re doing
Probably smiling
Probably laughing
I’m missing so much, waiting
Precious moments gone
Careless afternoons
The sun lazy overhead
One day I’ll be there.
Recalling a time
Seems so very long ago
When I felt careless
When I didn’t know
Before you were even real
Before I knew love.
Part of me wishes
I could go back to that place.
But I never will.
I could’ve been there
I didn’t know about those-
But now it’s too late.
Only here for an hour
We wont know until it’s gone
I didn’t know you-
I’d have tried harder
To make you smile just once more
You would leave so soon.
Try to find the best
One day I’ll come to find you
Wherever you are.
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