Slipping into nothingness,
I think about you often,
Must be some kind of-sickness,
Pain never seems to soften,
It lingers still, hauntingly,
Looming over so faintly,
Coating all things dauntingly,
And even more so lately.
Seems like a dream diluting,
My sanity still gripping,
All common sense refuting,
I feel myself still slipping.
Perfect, nearest perfection,
Was it me or was something-
Missing? Faintest reflection,
On the elusive one-thing.
To me it felt meaningful,
If just for that one moment,
Love is one such vehicle,
If given time to foment.
Maybe I’m wrong completely,
I’m just trying to deflect,
As my heart fails effetely,
It’s my fault it’s not perfect.
Over and over-thinking,
I held you not long ago,
Staring at you unblinking,
Hoping you’d never let-go.
My arms, you fit perfectly,
Squeezed you and you squeezed harder,
Truth, I loved you earnestly,
In your breast felt safe harbor.
But I ruin everything,
I am my biggest loather,
I don’t deserve anything,
Except to know it’s over.
Homeward, I am returning,
For in my heart lies yearning,
For a heart more discerning,
Something missing each morning.
Alone I wake shuddering,
Holding you I feel relief,
From a pain long suffering,
A momentary reprieve.
Just say it, say anything,
I’ll be there with a lone-word,
Something unseen tethering,
Guiding both of us homeward.
Beauty why so reluctant?
Do tell me, was it something?
Why you can’t be consistent,
If only it was one-thing.
Our eyes meeting chasedly,
A touch of your hand barely,
Our skin touching nakedly,
A love spoken of rarely.
These feelings so persistent,
To chase them seems my duty,
However you’re resistant,
In that I find some beauty.
Bewitched I lie restlessly,
Alone at night I wonder,
Be it love or devilry,
Is it fate or a blunder?
In my dreams it’s effortless,
I’m just holding you tightly,
Nothing, only tenderness-
Exists and it burns brightly.
On its face so simplistic,
To kiss you and feel enriched,
Is that banal? Truistic?
To desire to be bewitched?
Fulfilled, I dream endlessly,
Of feeling more than hollow,
Loving someone wordlessly,
It’s easier to wallow.
In pain and in misery,
Than to let your heart open,
To skulk away gingerly,
To let things go un-spoken.
I pray God is merciful,
That love and hope can rebuild,
And I know it’s fanciful,
To hold you and feel fulfilled.
Wanted someone, somebody,
To love and hold back nothing,
Love and light she’d embody,
And I’d feel righteous loving.
Her gaze would bring contentment,
Her touch sparks a warmth inside,
In others stokes resentment,
When they see our hearts collide.
The day went on endlessly,
And despite this it daunted,
That you’d be there breathlessly,
Just to make me feel wanted.
Meeting, is that possible?
Could the stars and fates align?
Would love best all obstacles?
I pray that’s it’s God’s design.
To kiss your lips lovingly,
To make my arms your shelter,
Declare our love blushingly,
Feel our hearts grow and swelter.
Love I don’t want another,
Your heart alone I’m seeking,
A world of love uncovered-
On the day of our meeting.
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