I just need more light.
The winter sun is so cruel.
Sitting in the dark.
An age is ending,
I can feel myself changing.
Like I’m in a dream.
Like I was sleeping,
Time just passing endlessly
No way of stopping.
The days are darker,
All that time slipping away,
I need so much.
I want your heart but
I’m too lazy to love you,
Push those feelings down.
Anger and sadness,
Always so much easier,
Then I feel nothing.
I hear the ocean,
The wind blowing through the trees,
The world looks empty.
Your face a shadow-
In my head – what could have been,
Is there something else?
You’re there but you’re not,
I’m a screen and I smile but-
There’s something missing.
Winter draws closer,
I don’t know if I can wait.
It’s never enough.
To see your image,
To know you’re looking at me.
To know I love you.
I’m not a picture,
I don’t want to fade away,
Into the background.
It’s slipping away,
Every second I’m here,
I’m not there with you.
Waiting here for you,
Only god or fate can tell,
Tell me I belong.
How can it be wrong?
So much time passing away
You’re not here with me.
Last night I thought of…
I knew you in the harsh realm
Empty house, I’m here.
Waiting for you there
I thought about how it was
A vacant hell just…
There was a hole here
I thought about you because
the wind blows through it
I thought about you
I always think about you
Letting the time pass.
How can I go on?
So long since I’ve seen her face.
I’m floating away.
The waves gently lap,
I hear your voice in my head.
Then it’s gone again.
Your smile is the sun,
I can’t look at it too long.
I know I shouldn’t.
When you close your eyes.
Do you hear me when you sleep?
I know that can’t be.
Am I even real.
Do you see me when we pass?
Please keep me in mind.
I hoarsely cry, why?
Gasping, dying but somehow,
Still alive, but why?
Parting tears my heart
You don’t even know I’m gone
What a strange feeling.
The further I get,
My emptiness grows and grows,
Until nothings left.
The sun is shining,
Of course, but I pray for rain.
To let these tears go.
Darkly Dreaming Demographic. 
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